Cigarette smoke

Her words are like the cigarette smoke That slowly escapes her mouth, Losing shape and form, On a quest to seek something heavenly, But melting away into something so worldly. She never cares enough for them. She never cares enough for others. Just letting them out like cigarette smoke, Because she has to, What else…

7th floor

As I slowly sip the night The night slowly eats my mind. My thoughts are sucking out my life. As I inch closer to death, I need you by my side. I don’t know where to go anymore. Where will I find you And lose myself Never to be found again. You are not in…

Obsessive Compulsive Doodle

Now you can follow us on Instagram too… obsessive_compulsive_doodle Under the name Himanshi B. (curio) The page contains all the silly doodles through the years. So see you there folks🙃

I lost a piece

I lost a piece of me somewhere, Can’t find it anymore. The more I look for it, The more i question my longing. I try to convince myself “You don’t need it any more” Oh! the mess I have created Looking through the drawer Other pieces lost and found In my silly search for it…

Sunrise

Not brave enough to face the world, Not strong enough to leave the world. I am just struck in the middle.   Can’t fly in the fresh air. People won’t even let me suffocate here. In this cage I am just existing.   Someone please hold me when I am crying. Someone please praise me,…

Dear Dad

Sometimes I think you know me the best And sometimes you don’t know me at all. We come close, stop and then move back Just like two smillar magnet poles. The roles are not fixed, they never were. Chasing eachother in this quagmire.   When you praise me, I want to shout “shut up” Because…

Bursting to life

I realized that I was dead inside When I didn’t feel happy for, Achieving the “best happiness of my life” No sense of accomplishment, no sense of joy. Endless anhedonia in an infinite void. I was assured of never feeling anything again. Well, I was wrong, I could still feel the pain. The pain of…

ख्वाबों से….

मैं उन अंछूए ज़र्रों में खुश हूँ जो मुझे कुछ नया करने को बेताब करते हैं, जीत के नज़ारे दुनिया बदलते हैं मगर हारे हुए भी मेरे ज़र्रे दिलों में सजते हैं । मैं पल भर भी अगर जीत की डोली में साज जाऊँ तो देह चकाचौंध होती है, मगर नई राह पर दो पग…

Silly me! – curio

The silent bright student At the corner Beside the window Or right under their nose The one that is so damn attentive Yeah the ever ready one The one that never missed a lesson Oh the teacher’s pet I’ll make sure I won’t make a mistake Impress, don’t show Don’t let the fear overthrow The…