Bursting to life

I realized that I was dead inside

When I didn’t feel happy for,

Achieving the “best happiness of my life”

No sense of accomplishment, no sense of joy.

Endless anhedonia in an infinite void.

I was assured of never feeling anything again.

Well, I was wrong, I could still feel the pain.

The pain of fake rumors left me with real wounds.

I was afraid, I kept hiding it thinking the world is cruel.

One more drop was added to the sea today.

And when I thought I was going to die,

My pain burst me to life.

I was exonerated by someone.

She lifted me up gently and lovingly.

The world might be cruel, but she is a kalon

I found a mothership in an unknown sea.

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